Ramblings

So I know that god has plan and purpose for me life which is a great thing. Sometimes though it would be nice just to see a layout of the next few months in advance. I am not asking for a detailed description, but a little hint maybe. :) No really I am glad I get to enjoy life as it comes! We have hard days around here just like everyone else, but at the end of the day I get to walk in to my kids bedrooms at night and cover them up yet again and enjoy their sweet innocence. My kids hold my heart in their hands. They are my whole world. I know I am such a blessed woman to have such sweet beautiful children, an amazing husband, and a wonderful father in heaven. I have struggled lately mostly due to stress which leaves me feeling overwhelmed. I wish I could say my first reaction was to get down on my knees and pray to my father in heaven for help. Sadly that is not the case. It took me the last month and a half or so to finally go what are you doing Brisha...he is always there to answer your prayers and he has never left you out there on your own. Needless to say yesterday was a good turning point for me and a great wake up call. I am hoping that I will continually remember to ask for his help as I need it during my prayers. I think I had just gotten myself to a point where I felt like I should not ask for things from him because I felt like I was asking for to much. I mean look at what he has already given me. I don't know why I would feel bad for asking for help because that is part of what the atonement is there for. I want to be a great example to my children, and I want to have the spirit be a strong presence in my home. I hope I can instill that in my children so that as they face their own challenges they never doubt where to turn at every needed moment!